how i want to meet your mother.

Assalamualaikum wbt,

So, tuk adalah post yang aku polah untuk anak aku pada masa hadapan. haha. :D

Kids, your father is currently in Australia, in his third year, and maybe the final year. Next year, I will go back to Malaysia, continuing my study in Maktab (in Johor according to rumors). By now, I haven't met your mother yet. Specifically, I am not in any men-women relationship with any women, as I try my best to make your mother impress about how special she is.

Well, I do have feelings for woman (I'm currently looking at one of the women I have crush on in one of the tabs). It is just that, at this point I want to stop searching and wait for Allah's cue for her (your mother).

This doesn't mean I'm giving up. If u still have something that u can do to get the person u love, u should give your best effort. I've stopped because I think that was my best effort and the end of my chase for your mother. and one lesson for all of you; sometimes, u will not get the best if u chase for things that appear to be the best, but the best thing usually come at you, if u be the best.

So, actually, I need to concentrate now on myself. I know I've never been in serious relationship, but I heard from others that, "The problem usually don't come from other people, but you". So, now, I need to improve myself to be a better man for your mother, and better father for all of you.

Well, I may continue my search after this. But during this period, I just want to rest from vigorously worrying about that.

I don't usually post in english although I've been studying in overseas for almost 3 years, because my english is not that good. u can see clearly from here anyway.

K. that's all. I think doing this kind of post is quite fun. haha

wassalam.